Say something....

In October 2011, 3 months after the breakup, I wrote a last blog entry to him, telling him I would be leaving his life, like what he had always wanted me to.

I chose to leave, not because I no longer love him, but because I know he did not want and need me in his life anymore

And the song below aptly reflect how I had felt when I wrote the entry;  I was reluctant to give up and hoped that he would ask me to stay but on the hand, I was forced to leave him. And I felt guilty for making that decision because that meant I was going to give up on us.

I had tried my best to salvage the relationship. I did. But somehow to him, it was never enough. And it would never be enough.


                                                                 " Say Something"

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Say something, I'm giving up on you

Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something...