This thing called Love 


It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think it's over, that I'll never see him again like this...well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if  we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness, start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another breakup. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can't live without him. And even if he wakes you up everyday by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses. (2 days in Paris)

& such is the fragility of Love, of relationships. Sometimes I can't help but wonder if Love is right for me. & I'll never be so lucky like the others to deserve something so wonderful.

Secrets in Stereo  - Happy

 

 

I wanna be
next to you
and watch you while you sleep

holding you
lost inside
every breath you breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy


one minute more
a thousand years
it's all the same to me

cause i'm incomplete
and i need you more
with every breath i breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

i try to let you know
but my words get tangled up
and every time i find that i'm
outside looking in

can't let this moment go
when you're the only one
that makes me feel the way i feel inside

lately i'm falling for you
lately i'm falling for you

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

So I was waiting for a friend to arrive for a girls' night out on Friday and as it was raining heavily, I went into Tangs Orchard to seek shelter. Seeing that I had some time to spare before my friend arrives, I decided to do a skin check at the SKII counter.

So here's the result of my skin analysis. I have 3D! I was pleasantly suprised by the result given my sensitive skin and the lousi-ness of it. What I really need to work on, as told by the person doing the skin analysis for me was the radiance of my skin, which I agree. Years of using skincare prescribed by medical doctors have cause my skin to be very dry around my cheek areas and thus the dull-ness. Of course, she did recommend me some products which I'm hoping can help me in increasing the radiance of my skin.

I'm also very tempted by the Skin Signature Eye Cream which cost a whopping $139 for a really small tub. I've heard good reviews about it and the cream was not oily and easily absorbed into my skin when the sales girl applied it on my hand.
Besides, I'm already into my mid-twenties and it is important that I start taking care of my skin and keep the wrinkles at bay!
But I'm currently trying my hardest to save every single penny I have, maybe I'll wait for my next pay. In the meantime, I hope these wrinkles don't find their way to my skin!

In my line of work, I must constantly remind myself that everyone deserves a second chance and no matter how tough the going may get, I must persevere on and believe that one day,just one day...miracles will happen to them.

First post

So, it seems like every time something happens to me, I change to a new blog. I think subconsciously, moving on to a new address in the virtual world signifies moving on in the real world.

Almost a year has passed since that unexpected 'misfortune' happened. How I survived through it will always remain a mystery to me. I thought that was it.. I had lost everything in my life, lost my future and lost myself in the process.

I wouldn't say I'm glad that the whole ordeal is over, because I wished it had never happened. But anyhows, I managed to came through it... & I believed it was by God's grace. I believed that whatever had happened, happened for a reason & that God has a plan for me.

I just need to be patient & wait to enjoy the fruits of my 'labour'.

I truly hope, that I would never have to go through that again, and this would be the last time I'm gonna change blog.

I need some STABILITY & POSITIVITY in my life ! & I hope I can do this through this blog! :)

Till next time, xoxo